I don’t have dates but recently:
- had the word antediluvian, put into my head (means old, I’m 32 years old and this is one of their themes for me, that I’m ancient, just another negative theme that is accepted just because they put it out there, like the greed one)
- another word, vituperation. basically bitter complaining. It’s funny, this whole thing since they created the last incident
- an image shot of a brown skinned baby doll, with voodoo like needles going into it’s anus (I’m being targeted there)
- Words: “Cargo for your already swelled head” – another theme, this one of conceit
- Megalomaniac – this word after writing in here
- clearly heard someone’s voice doing some haha sound
- clearly heard a woman’s voice say “Pull”
Am still having the pain of needlelike sensations on my skin, where they sometimes have me jump or make sounds (or they actually come from me sometimes).
Am having insatiable hunger at times and cravings
Doing something to my eyes, that make them unnaturally wide. Started doing this after I had a thought that I liked my eyes, the way they were lidded – another theme here of mine, vanity
They do the seven deadly sins on me, of possessing all of them and of course being punished.
Heard someone when I was out in a salad bar: “It’s like Willy Wonka!” I had had before visual image of being “a bad egg” and not sure, being weighed? Also it said in my head, that Luisa thought I was a bad egg. I was always a little creeped out by Willy Wonka, as good a movie as it is.
Heard in the mall: “Think fast!” I believed this alluded to the forced mental slowdown where I don’t think normally anymore.
Heard in the mall: “Calm down” Believed this alluded to the fake hyperness I get sometimes
Mind control: I’m also being rude to my sister, in a way that I don’t believe is completely my own. Just stupid rude things I say that I don’t even think about, just spout mindlessly. Reminded me of this other incident with my brother: We were eating lunch and then I sniffed loudly in a way that seemed meaningful, and then when he turned to look at me I looked away in a way that seemed on purpose. He had outside working smell but wasn’t that bad, and I did not do those actions on purpose and it felt as if I had been controlled although it was very subtle. He obviously thought I had done it on purpose as I heard “bitch” come from the other room later. I’m writing this down to point out how very easy it is for them to take over like this and hard to pinpoint. It feels very mindless and the only reason I can tell really is from experience and deduction.
