Using Your Family

Something I haven’t heard much of in electronic harassment stories but which has been foremost in my experience is using your family to punish you by hurting them. Or maybe just turning them into targets themselves. It is truly probably the most horrible part about this, is feeling like you are responsible for [...]

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interesting experience of control

I was just trying to get a piece of furniture through the door with my mom. I had to concentrate to not ram the thing fast through the door , I realized “it” was trying to force me. It was strange, like a feeling of fuzz in my head and I had to [...]

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feel like an idiot

I don’t hate people. This makes me feel like I am against everyone, or vice versa. Which is so paranoid-schizophrenia, which I don’t have, but might as well. I hate not knowing what is real anymore, my feelings and thoughts are so manipulated. I’ve read them described as mind-viruses, mindbots. [...]

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Ha! Going back to College

I forgot to write in last post,today was the first day of going back to my original school and completing my degree. At least it was supposed to be. I couldn’t even handle making a phone call there. The guy was speaking in breakneck speed. I don’t know, maybe I should [...]

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Forgot things were that bad

I just read my first post over 6 months ago. I had forgotten how bad things were. I guess it’s possible I’ve blanked out some of my experiences, and/or my memory is very bad.I do wish I’d kept up this blog now, again, memory is not good, and then I went and threw [...]

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